My dilemma continues.Now it's worse coz I have another friend who reckons I should go kuCanada and she is willing to provide accomodation. I have also considered Canada to the extent of downloading application forms etc. Now what? I know at the end of the day , it's my call. But it doesn't hurt to keep my options open either, I think. Time for some deep meditation to get the solution for me. Isn't it amazing that a few days ago I thought I was sure of myself , now am shaky because of other people's thoughts. No , I am not that unstable or am I? But I do know that like I said earlier, it's my life , it's my call. And for whatever action I take, I bear full responsibility for the outcome.

At least I am going back home to see my mum and dad and to just take time out. I know I'll be clear of what to do when I come back.This should be at the end of February.Looking forward to it and come to think of it, I do miss home.